♣ the gods are dependent on people to exist, a god is dependent on its person. I'm living only for you. I am alive for you. You are the reason I'm alive, you're the reason I'm living. There isn't a real you, It's all you and it isn't. Well I'm sure you'd love an answer but that's the only thing I can't give.

♣ why do these people always think they're right, someone's got to have the wrong. Well there's no way I could tell for sure but this is what I've chosen to believe. I'm content, reality is fake, life is a game, I'm ready for an end. I wake up and my body needs me. Everything I do is for it. My body is reliant on me. Everything I do is for it. I move my body; my body moves me. There is no me; I am nothing. The body moves the body; the body wants to move. The body wants to live; why must a body live. a body is tired; a body will have to go back home soon. A body is bedless; a body has to sleep.

♣ the eyelids lift and the dream is over. The body is heavy the body is all, and there are two hundred squirrels underneath the floorboards. Rolling down the river with a white band on my wrist. Sky of green and sea of gray as I drift down. I see them slip off the cliff off balance into the soap and the last thing you hear is the wind.

♣ can't I just be wrong? Look through your eyes not your brain. How much does a voice weigh? Nothing's changed, just the way I see it. Does nothing exist? I know they're all disgusting underneath but I'm still - falling for the costume. Entertain god! Entertain god! Won't you smile on me? This material I digest. Sunbathing in the dark. The apocalypse is possible, we can start the apocalypse. I am domesticated.

♣ gotta figure out how to make my electric undertow.